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Memories

2009-08-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

retirement?
I wish youth would come back, then we shall be able to play the tape again.

I seriously cannot think myself as not a girl guide, I don't feel special anymore. Joining girl guide had truely been a turning point in my life.

Form 1 - I was silent and gloomy, I have no friends , I would just wonder around the school during recess or before school, I avoid people, I don't know how to mix in. My life was SO WRONG. The only time I am happy is Saturday activities, were my kind patrol leader will lead me out of my misery. Miao Shan, I still admire her till now^^ I get lot's of friends from guides, we work as a family, it was all fun.

As each year pass by, my responsibilities became larger. There are times were I don't know how to face it, but rembering what Hui Inn say: "never be afraid, clear your mind, do things one at a time, you may be slow, but NEVER STOPS". This is the main reason why I hold on and pass my Permit, BAKP and Queen Guide. Thanks!

Girl Guide to me is like the pearl to Kino, but without the evil part la XD

I'm grateful that girl guides brought me out of my loneliness, even when I think back and reflex myself, I still lack good social skills, leadership and more. A year as an assistant Unit Leader, I don't think I have done much, I can confess that I didn't challenge myself to do my best. But then, I know I at least have done a tiny little part to deserve these precious memories, I never let go and I never will.

I find I cannot do a spontaneous talk and I'm not the kind of people who enjoys it. I prefer working behind, I am dedicated and practice having passion in everything I do. I also find I have poor eye contact, an hour of piano lesson was always stressful as it's only me and my teacher. I avoided her eyes and I think she can sense it. I don't know why. Was the eyes the most scariest part of human body? I am trying to improve on that as it is rude not to look at somebody you are conversing with.

Lastly, I had work hard to build a line of friendship other than my guiding friends - insurance?
No. I am still a human, a normal student. I want to live my life to the fullest, exposing myself to all sorts of people and situation. I want to try everything at least once in my life. Life is full of learning chances. I appreciate having a whole gang of wonderful classmates and friends.

I am fresh and ready to accept new ideas. I am open minded and strong. I have a bright road ahead.......

Shock

2009-07-17T07:49:00.001-07:00

a bit shocked.....
I might be a bit dreamy and emo lately, i don't know if it is obvious

My grandfather passed away today, and just two weeks ago, my gandmother passed away.
They always say couples go together, it's a blessing. I never knew how true is it, but for one thing that I'm sure of, there is no regrets. Both being 80+++, at least they do not need to go through endless suffering and battle against sickness for long.

My mum says there's a thinking among the Japanese. They pray to live and die in dignity. Imagine spending years in the hospital bed unable to take care of oneself, having friends and relatives going in and out. Sympathy? Empathy? Being in a mess and terrible condition. They pray for a fast death, maybe during sleep or just an accident, rather than a delay.

My grandmother dying was predictable. She already stay in the old folk's home for a year. Initially, she stays with my grandfather, we would visit them once a week, during Saturdays. She was later ammited to the hospital, UH. After two weeks, she had a city scan. Having studied the results, the doctor told us to be prepared, it was a 50-50. Before my parents can get ready to bring us to her, she pass away peacefully at the hospital. It wasn't such a big shock, we expected the worse, we just didn't expect it to happen so fast.

My gandfather... it was not at all predictable. After my grandmother passed away, my parents thought it wouldn't be such a good idea to let my grandfather stay alone in his house. Since my father already sold our house but haven't found a new house, we decided to move in to my grandfather's place. We were busy discussing about some renovation work to be done to the house. My grandfather liked the idea of us moving in. He even promised to fund the renovation work. It was for a moment, happy. I never knew my grandfather well. Moving in, though kind of uneasy, is a great way to get to know and understand each other better.

It all happened on Friday, exactly two weeks after my grandmother passed away. He had his usual walk around Jalan Petaling at noon. He bought his lunch. He then vomitted and fainted. Someone called an ambulance and sent him to the General Hospital. I went for tuition, I knew nothing. He was in coma and had a city scan, and the doctor found that he had a minor stroke a few days ago. One of the arteries in his brain burst, but he was strong enough to survive for another few days. It was just so unexpected. I cried. I didn't know why. I was scared.

The moment I saw my brother step into my tuition class, I knew it wasn't a good sign. For a few seconds, my ears are ringing with death warnings, who now? It was answered immediately. We ran for a cab, but when we reach the hospital, it was too late, my grandfather had passed away. I hated myself for not able to be there in both cases, to see them for the last time when there are alive. I think if it happens at home, nobody would know until we visit him during Saturday. By then it would be too late. I don't know why my grandfather has to leave, it was all a sudden.

I used to dislike Saturday afternoons, where I have to sit for an hour at my granparents place, sometimes talking or reading the newspaper, but mostly, doing nothing. Then I have to invent numerous reason why I have to miss overtime activities: got to go to grandparents house ma...

Now, I don't like funerals, I don't like Fridays...I might even have fobia over them~~~

2009-04-07T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey.. I wanted to blog abt that today... the Idol thingy... what a late post rite? XD

Wow.. Ron's finally here after like 2 months i guess?

BTW to all my dear frens... we gotta think of a song.. what should it b?
Hmmm...

Anyway, good luck to us all..
Finals would be our goal.. =)

Signing off,
lynn

2009-04-03T07:59:00.000-07:00

yay!!!

we went for CHS idol today!! (:

fun right??!!

anywayz, this is what i wrote on my blog, so that's our experience from my point of view:

Believe it or not, i joined...

CHS IDOL!!

joined in a group though, not solo... hehe...
went for the auditions today.really had fun x)

we rushed like mad to the auditions room to get a number cuz susaint was so kan cheong.
and we were the 9th team to audition.

curious to know what the judges said?? haha..
they said that we weren't very coordinated though...
BUT... they said that we have potential as a group and we have powerful voices :)

lots of people i know joined this year. it's like everyone has the same idea in mind :

Last year in high school, so must try out everything (:

the past few days have been real funny in school. especially today, can hear ppl singing and practicing all over the whole school. in class, during lessons, during PE in the squash court x), near toilets, at staircases....

wellz, hopefully we can make it to the next level.
but even if we don't, it doesn't really matter.
cuz we already had fun (:

Merentas Desa

2009-02-25T19:35:00.000-08:00

5S7 rocks~~~

ungu rocks~~~

didn't run for like the third or fourth time??? duty again ^^

who's that? ron-sha la!

lot's of ppl from our class got prizes, at least nine gua. some get points, not bad right?

here's hui tien being the first runner-up for P1 category.

nway, some friend of mine kena disqualify, heard they went for appeal, dun know how liao le?

wish them luck la^^

2009-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

hahaha...
I'm updating!
No one's been here for a while..
It's almost certified"dead"
OMG....

Anyway,
I dunno what to blog about...
hahaha....

Happy CNY guys!!!
Loads love.. <3>

2008-12-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

going desaru next week!!! finally have some time with my family, been busy with guides for the whole month...wow. now i'm free(kinda)!!!! u know wat? on the second day of my recent camp (28-30 Nov), we went to Sungai Wang as volunteers for a HIV AIDS program. we were divided to two teams, mobile(sell things and collect donation) and survey team. really learnt a lot, won't turn down volunteers without giving them a chance next time, haha. kinda miss the place so me, my friends, and some friends we met during the camp pakat together go sungai wang again for shopping, we also went to the stamp fair at berjaya times square.

people, share ur holiday plans ^^ let's guess, su saints's probarly full of study tour, library visits and tuition, wakakaka.

jiax

2008-11-21T06:50:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, you are happy in your life that you have friends, friends that you can thrust, friends that you cherish each moment with, but the more time we spend with them, we will come to an understanding that it's hard to find a friend with matching personality, both that can agree with each other and could live comfortably without a serious argument for the rest of their life.

I am happy and thrilled to have one. We were never really on good terms on the outside, but both supporting each other silently. It's really a strange but good feeling. Due to our position, I always need to keep a distant away from you, I try not to regret since we both agree it's the best solution. Deep down inside, I know that I'll be like an empty shell without you, unable to feel my existent much meaningful. You make me feel special in lots of way, and I'm glad that you have walk pass my life.

jiax

2008-11-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

hihi

just went UH today, see doctor then go dental checkup. put my name in the waiting list to do braces. the doctor say need to wait for like 2 to 3 years, kinda ok la. cause if do in UH will be much more cheaper. about one thousand gua^^ outside normally will be like RM4200 - 6000 right??? yalor.........u three all very experience liao de...haha. i guess i will do it during college then. saw Pn. Loh(afternoon session, my form 2 science teacher), can't get a chance to greet her XD.

jiax

Genting trip!

2008-11-15T02:38:00.000-08:00

just came back from genting yesterday.was okay,did the normal genting stuff.haha
but!! it would have been much much much more fun if you three came!!!!!!!!!!
nvm, we still have time to go out together.
and can somebody ask that lee su su to write something on this blog?she's getting lazy.haha

-sharon

FYI

2008-11-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

I changed the blog template as the cbox cannot be installed in the old one..
will change it soon....
I scrolled through the templates for the past 1 and a half hours and I got this...
Yet,I'm not satisfied..
Sorry ppl..
Just bare with this for a while k?
Will change it soon...

Lynn

2008-11-09T05:09:00.000-08:00

kinda shock, dad agreed to buy a laptod...but not for me...hpmm
holiday still busy busy busy, tomorrow going to Wisma MCA, YE Annual Achiever's Showcase. hope our company will get something ^^

jiax

2008-11-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

so we gonna be "jie jie" next year, time flies, might be us saying bye bye to CHS soon. kinda miss my primary school lately, it's like the place i grow up and realize my mistakes and wrong doings, place where you can still be forgiven. Secondary school is totally different, people are smart, makes you be independent ^^ but I will never regret the fact that I am a CHSian...HUZZAH!!!

why am i the only one posting these days???

jiax

2008-11-07T01:48:00.000-08:00

i want a laptop!!!
second thought, not so desprately. cause??
1. no $$$
2. no $$$
3. no $$$
4. no $$$
5. no $$$
same goes to the thought of having a handphone...haiz

so it begins...the school holidays

jiax

2008-11-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

To those who would tear the world down: we will defeat you.
To those who seek peace and security: we support you.

- BARACK OBAMA -

Holidays are coming, yup, just one more school day. Had bio experiment at taman jaya today, fun and relaxing. Got my report card too. My dad never seems to be satisfied with my results, i gave up long ago, why need him to praise me?? I'm SMART enough (opps, forgot su saint and sharon will be reading this XD ), just trying my best here ^^

Bit sad that I can't go Genting. Su Lynn, u must go, or else...Sharon will.............

jiax

2008-11-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

today was boring, so boring...
2 more days and holidays starts, but i don't feel excited at all
~~floating ~ floating ~~
miss the FUN CAMP, will look for photos and post it here ^^
thanks to my short term memory brain, i did bring my precious new camera to the camp, but i forgot to bring batteries XD

jiax

Life as a pencil

2008-11-04T03:17:00.000-08:00

An old woman was writing with a pencil. Her grandson asked. “Grandma, are you writing about me??
“No,the old woman replied. You’ll have to write your own story. But, I’ll tell you how you should write."Looking at her grandson, the old woman continued. “This is how you should do it. First, you’ll write your own story, like the pencil. It’s up to you how your story should be written, how you make your life to be. Second, look at this pencil, you write with the lead inside, not the wood outside. So, it’s what inside your heart that counts, not the outside. Third, from time to time this pencil will be blunted, just as we encountered problem in life. We need to sharpen the pencil, so we should recharge ourselves and overcome the problems. Fourth, after writing with the pencil and if we make mistakes, we can rub off and start anew. So, in life, if we make mistakes we should admit to them and start afresh. Fifth, notice the pencil leaves marks after rubbing off, so we should be careful not to make mistakes. Otherwise, they can become a mess to clean up."

busy

2008-11-04T03:07:00.000-08:00

argh.............totally screwed up this exam...

haha, i did make an effort to write something ^^

jiax

2008-10-13T23:36:00.000-07:00

My turn.....
I'm the 2nd one here!!!!
I like totally forgot abt this blog.... xp
Ok, I'm fine if we tell ppl abt the blog.. Anyway it seems quite FUN!
SS Lee & Lim JX... Pls update your post.... ^^
I'm using BLUE ( if i'm not wrong)....
So keep track on our blog.... XD

Love,
Lynn

people??!!

2008-10-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

okkayy..so am i the only one who botheres coming to this blog??haha..anywayz, i've done some work to it..so please please please edit + add unto what i've done..

so when its ready to be shown to public, then only we tell people about this blog,okay??x)
and i think it'll be better if we don't make it a secret about who we are,okkayy?? x)

and since im only supposed to use greennn in colour,i get to use all the shades of green!! hahah

-sharon-

nothing-ness

2008-08-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

i'm the first one here!!! x)

NEW

2008-08-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

This blog is still new.
Will be updated soon.
Skip it.